Un-something...

I don't want to say that I am unhappy because that implies things are not going well in my life. They really are. I have a job that I am passionate about. I have good friends. I have a great place to live in and roommates that are really easy to live with.

And I don't want to take for granted where I have come from to get to this place. You know- the process. Painful then slowly manageable then more like a ghost than a part of my story. Pretty typical stuff.

But I feel like something is missing. And that something is becoming more and more crucial until all I can think about is how I don't have it in my life. But the trick is this- I have no idea what it is. So then I feel crazy and unhappy because I can't solve this evolving problem.

So how do I figure out what it is? I would gladly take your suggestions if you have any...

In the mean time, I will be doing a lot of questioning. And maybe you wouldn't mind hearing them over a nice cup of coffee some time.